Well, I found what I was looking for.
Found that piece of inner strength and inner beauty that everyone said was there that I couldn’t see. It’s actually a little frightening to hold in my hand. What if I breathe wrong, will it vanish?
But it won’t. It’s a part of me. Which is why it’s not that special. Not to say it isn’t special, but it’s something everyone has. I find myself with a quiet love and respect for myself.
So… it strikes me now that I am not really doing all that much with tumblr. Originally it was something I used to be close to someone I cared about. I made a couple friends on here who I think are super cool even if I’ve not had too many conversations with you.
But I’m addicted to the past, y’see. I find myself stirring the pot inside myself, lamenting better days and cursing their imperfections. I can’t do anything about those memories. I’ve used people around me to fixate on that addiction and I simply do not wish to do it anymore. I feel I am missing out on deeper friendships and exciting adventures by planting myself firmly in the past rather than the present with my eye turned toward the future.
So the truth is that there isn’t much to keep me here. It’s another distraction. If you’d like to stay in touch, you can find me on facebook with my email: firstname.lastname@example.org. Anyone’s welcome, I’m always up for a conversation anytime, even if we’ve never talked before.
I’m going to try and focus on now for a while. I want to thank you all for sharing all these neat pictures and quotes and stories, as well as for reading my journals and supporting me with a kind word or maybe just a friendly thought. It is appreciated.
I love you all. I’m going to go now, and see about loving me.
Many thanks to marshmeloh for finding this! It’s fantastic!
Gryffindor’s house point hourglass is filled with rubies,
Ravenclaw’s with sapphires
Slytherin’s with emeralds
Now Queen J.K. has revealed what is in the Hufflepuff hourglass!
I wish every day started with a “previously on” so that I’d know which of my life’s plot points were going to be important that day
im so happy for this site cos now i know how to explain how dumb it is to say ‘not all men’ instead of giving up the argument